This is my first attempt to just introduce my new face and to understand does the people think the same as i do.

Altough i have never been in love, but at this point of age when i am celebrating 23 24 since past 1 year i think a lot about it which is I think is a story of many. Though I'am not so beautiful, attractive, fair, tall or sexy to expect a lot but yes do have a romantic heart which is filled with lot of romantic feelings and expects a lot of love, care, tenderness and pampering or may be these are the ingredients God already blended in while making a women.

May be now you will think who in the world doesn't expect this all and yes you are right everybody specially every girl has this feeling inside. But when i actually see myself, to let you know i was never like this, my image was always of a fun loving, full of enthu, popular for pranks and teasing and a tomboy in school and college but now as i am moving ahead i could feel the changes in real me, a girl who is now loving roses, red colour, beaches, rain, lovely ambiance, hand in hand etc which was never my cup of tea but now everything fascinates me.

 

 

No, please don't be mistaken, these are still my interests but yes far from everything there is a world of my own in which i live, a world of dreams and imaginations. I do make a lot of “Khayali Pulaos” and i don't even know if ever these imaginations will reach to destination in real but still i am very happy with whatever i just live in my thinking. Good bye kisses on doors, late night call to say i miss u, a hug to explain whole of your heart, holding hands just to feel the touch is all according to me is a beauty of a relationship and this is what i call as the expressions of love.

Now lets think about the main culprit which drives you to these never ending imaginations and feelings. Its funny but still the fact “SONGS” ohh yes songs are really something which drives you to whole new universe of your own and makes you think if this song or that song is written for you.

 

I never required, never found and had never been in love but yes had have this wonderful feeling and image about it.

 

Now there is something which turns me upside down when i see relations all around me. The density of people who are still continuing with their love is so less. Can you please tell me the reason behind? There are people who talks on call for hours and gradually falls in love or they feel like, when same people maintains it for a year or so or gets in distance relationship it leads to fights and the love disappears somewhere. Is love is nothing but addiction??

Yes, hell lot of thoughts and things in mind but still my world of own is beautiful and full of beautiful feelings and i love it and this is the reason i call myself “Haan Haan Mein Crazy Hoon”